I am going to tell a story about how my brain is going to explode. BOOM. It exploded. 

The tornado today……. I want to say that i wasn’t scared at all and i thought it was fun. But i definitely wasn’t that awesome. It hit Clinton and my friend Mack doesn’t know if her grandmother is ok yet so im….. freaking out a little for her. But it was kind of fun. I got to miss my ENTIRE geometry class which made me pretty darn happy. I don’t like bad weather. Well im going to try to calm my nerves…… and the rain starts again. 

I cant stand anything that crawl and comes out at night. I don’t like bugs at all they scare the poo out of me. And don’t even get me started on mice and rats. I could go on and on…….(i totally just heard some kinda scurrying noise and had to go searching around my room with a book, back to main point). Like last night i got up in the middle of the night to find that there was a gigantic cockroach in the bathroom. So of course i did not sleep well the rest of the night. And there are bugs all over my house! And even though i promised myself i was going to keep this short another thing i can’t stand are lizards are snakes and AHHH ok i am freaking myself out and i want to go now… (she walks away with fly swatter ( to kill bugs) and a giant book (to kill the mice)..

• there was too much drama
• He wasn’t wearing a dark gray t-shirt
• i am making awful taylor swift references all throughout the day
• My study hall teacher is evil!!! He now has to watch our computer every say during study hall
• my buddy moo stared at her love today
• I want to stare at him
• The weather has been bipolar
• I stole psych2014’s idea to put down a bunch of bullets about things
• I keep singing taylor swift songs
• there is a guy whos name rhymes with fark makes me want to sing the taylor swift song mean to him
• i did wear a dress today so it was possible that it could be a fairytale
• he didn’t take me by the hand no matter how badly i wanted him too
• I have to watch my acting monolgue today and i am scared out of my mind
• there was magic in the air only because he looked towards me not cause he kissed me
• I keep cursing that i am saying taylor swift thigns but i still am
• Soo today wasnt a fairytale but my day will be a taylor swift song someday….

So i went out and took pictures cause i was feeling all arsty and that is the only kind of art i can do and i got these. Two are just of flowers but i thought they were pretty. And the one with the flower and my hair was an accident but it looked cool and the one with the dandolion was another mess up but i liked it! And then the last was on purpose but all smeared and i liked it because it looked like someone sketched it

I want to get married. That is what i want to do. I want to marry him. We dont really have conversations, but he is that guy that you just want to marry. My friend moo and i want to marry these guys. This has all we have been thinking about for the past few days because these guys are step brothers. So moo and i want to be related and i want to marry him. We will be married in August so Moo can get married in september. I will be married in a Vera Wang princess dress. I can see it now. And then we will have four children (at least) And they will be; him jr, susan, anthony, and timothy. And we will live in a massive white house with lots of land and we will raise our four children and live happily ever after.       Now i just have to not be 14 and have him notice me….. But im almost 15 so so far so good!!